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His name is Erik but he much prefers to think of himself as Erika. Who is Erik you ask? He is my cuckolded, transgendered ex-husband. My ex-husband Erik is very much a transgendered individual who along the road of life has had three failed but very lively and eventful marriages. We will discuss these interesting marriages very soon, but first a little background on Erik. Erik was born in 1964 and claims that he has been transgendered as far back as he can remember. Of course he had no real idea what transgendered meant when he was young, he only knew that he was far more comfortable with, and identified with girls far more than he did with boys. Other than just having mentioned that Erik always knew he was different from other boys, I am going to fast forward to the year 1980 when Erik turned sixteen. It is really from here on that Erik’s story really becomes very interesting. I am going to tell you Erik’s (and my) story in a bit of a timeline format because I believe that his/our story as a cuckolded husband to three different wives and his being transgendered will be better understood by laying it out this way. 1980: Erik says he has no idea why, but he says he was drawn to his parent’s bedroom and specifically to his mother’s lingerie drawer like a moth to the flame. He says that when he opened her lingerie drawer he became very excited and immediately began handling all the items in the drawer. He then pulled out a pair of his mother’s nylons and put them on for the very first time. He then went and got a pair of her heels out of her closet those on as well. He said that the feeling he got was pure ecstasy and that he knew he would never be the same again. A little observation from me…I think that most people would agree that the average teenage boy is not drawn to his mother’s lingerie drawer, and he certainly has no desire whatsoever to wear women’s lingerie or underwear. When Erik turned sixteen and began to drive, he would drive to the local supermarket and shoplift (he claims he was to embarrassed to buy) nylons, garters, etc. so that he could wear women’s clothes of his own and not his mother’s. He says that once he began wearing women’s nylons, garters, panties, etc. there was no turning back and he would never be the same again. I believe this was a major turning point in Erik’s life and really put a permanent stamp on what his sexual identity would be. 1981: I find this chapter in Erik’s life to be very interesting. I call this Erik’s “homosexual encounter.” almanbahis şikayet This is the one and only time that Erik claims he actually wanted to have sex with another male. When Erik was sixteen his cousin Eddie and Eddie’s parents visited Erik and his parents in southern California. Sometime during their visit both sets of parents planned to go out for an evening of dinner and dancing. Eddie took advantage of this “free evening” by asking Erik, if after the parents left for the evening, would he like to get naked so that the two boys could “play” with each other. Erik told me that it sounded very exciting and immediately said yes to Eddie. After the parents left for the evening, both boys got naked and started rubbing and playing with each other. Of course this led to Erik and Eddie masturbating each other. During their playing around with each other Erik says that he took the role of the “girl.” He asked Eddie to mount him and pretend that he was fucking him. Erik said he can still remember how excited he got when Eddie put his hard cock on his ass and began to hump him. Erik told me he wanted so badly for Eddie to shove his cock in his ass all the way and fuck him, but being young he was to scared to ask Eddie to do it. Erik also said that he very badly wanted to suck Eddie’s cock, but once again, being young, nervous, and scared, he was afraid to ask. To this day Erik said he still thinks about that night and so wishes that he had asked Eddie to fuck him and allow him to suck his cock. Erik said he really wanted to be Eddie’s “woman” that evening. 1982-85: During this time Erik told me he was very active with both buying and wearing women’s clothes every chance he got. As often as possible Erik would completely dress as a woman (wig, makeup, mini skirt, nylons, heels, etc.) and go out around town, walking around and shopping. Erik was thin and in good shape so when he was all dressed up with makeup and wig he was able to pass himself off as a cute, tall young woman. Erik also told me that during his senior year in high school and his first couple of years in college, he would regularly go to school wearing nylons and panties under his regular clothes. He said he has always loved wearing women’s clothing because he identifies with women and has always considered himself, in reality to be female. Erik told me that this stage in his life was the very best because he could easily pull off going out in public dressed as a woman whenever he wanted, yet almanbahis canlı casino no one ever suspected that he was actually a boy. 1985-87: Erik met and married Christine while they were both still undergrads at SDSU. They were both young and they really liked each other. Erik was (still is) a really nice looking guy, and Chris was very pretty. As a young and healthy woman in the prime of her life it was only natural that Chris would really love and enjoy sex. Erik said that she wanted to be fucked at least once a day, but as I am sure you suspect by now, Erik was barely able to perform at all, let alone on an every day basis. Also, his performances were far from world class. Erik told me that Chris really loved him and that when not in bed, they had a great time being together, so she wanted to stay and be with Erik, however she also had a strong young woman’s need that Erik was totally incapable of meeting, so she began having sex with other young guys that she met on campus. It started slowly and quietly at first, but soon Chris was very open with Erik about her need to get laid, a need that Erik couldn’t fulfil, so she told him she was having sex with other young guys. As time went on and Chris really got into partying and having sex with other men, she became open about the whole thing. She even started having guys pick her up right outside their apartment and then head off to a party. Chris started coming back to the apartment at all hours of the night, or even early the next morning. She always smelled of alcohol and her pussy was always hot and wet from the man or men that had been fucking her all night. Erik said that Chris was always on her way to another “party.” Of course that really meant she was going out to get laid that night. Chris told Erik that on occasion at the parties, if she had had enough alcohol, she had allowed more than one guy to fuck her. By the point Chris had no interest at all in even attempting to have sex with Erik because she was getting all the cock she wanted from the young studs on campus. In the fall of 1987 Erik said he came home only to find that Chris had completely moved out. She moved in with another guy that Erik found out Chris had been fucking regularly when he was in class or at work. They had one daughter, Stacy during their short marriage. Erik and Chris divorced in 1987. Erik also told me that during his marriage to Chris he was wearing women’s clothing as often as possible and feeling very feminine almanbahis casino all the time. 1988: Erik said that during the course of 1988 that he had the opportunity on different occasions to date two very pretty young women. The first woman was a flight attendant from Sweden that he was introduced to through a friend who worked at the John Wayne Orange county airport. Erik claims that she had the looks of a “Victoria’s Secret” model, who knows, but that is what he says. The second woman was a food server who worked at an upscale coffee shop in Newport Beach that he ate at quite often. With both women, when Erik dated them, he says they had a great time going to nightclubs, drinking, dancing, laughing and so on. With each of the women, the problems arose after a couple of dates when they knew each other much better and really liked each other. Because each of them really liked Erik, of course, they wanted to go to bed with him. Erik said that he was totally unable to fuck either woman when he had the chance. He said he never even came close to getting a hard on. Needless to say, each of these women were very disappointed and most likely at least a bit shocked to discover that this good looking guy that they really liked was unable to perform in bed. Erik said that neither one would ever go out with him again. Can you blame them! 1990-94: Erik met, dated and married his second wife, Amanda in 1990. I’ve seen photos of Amanda. She was a very pretty lady, and Erik says, very sexy. I think you may be able to see a pattern starting to form in Erik’s life. He loves being around pretty, intelligent, and fun women (and they love being around him) but he is unable to close the deal. Anyway, as expected, Erik was unable to meet and satisfy Amanda’s sexual wants and needs. She had been very sexually active prior to meeting Erik. He said that with Amanda anything went. She wanted and loved uninhibited sex. She loved being tied up, handcuffed, rubbed with oil or sprayed with whipping cream and having it licked off. She also was into “sex toys” Erik said. Erik told me, “thank goodness for those toys, for without them their sex life would have been completely hopeless. Amanda was also very frustrated with Erik’s inability to perform, the very small size of his cock, and as she put it, “it is like a wet noodle”, completely useless. She told Erik that without her “sex toys” she wouldn’t get any pleasure whatsoever when she went to bed with Erik. She also wondered why he couldn’t get hard, or on the very rare occasions when it did, why it would always go limp inside her when he began to fuck her. Erik is sure that Amanda began taking lovers within the first six to twelve months of their marriage, but she didn’t say much to Erik about it.
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